I think the hardest part about this whole process is a. Will power and b. Letting everyone , myself included, down if I fail.
Usually, I am great about staying focused but seriously if you leave the bad food around the house my will power will waiver. I am only human. For me, out of sight, out of mind is the best approach. I haven’t had the best will power the last few days because of the food that was left from mothers day. Chips, cake, grilled hot dogs, fried
chicken….. Ugh, temptations blow! I am completely refocused as of now. My long term wish has to be greater than any short term one!
Some people will never know how hard this whole thing is. Sometimes I really envy them but then other times I am happy and proud I am doing this because it is making me a better and stronger person. I will not fail. I am a strong and stubborn person. I am going to keep pushing through and remind myself that this is a slow process and that it will be worth it.